Things I've Come To Realise This Week

1) I may have feelings for my classmate and I'm unsure if I should be honest about it or not.
2) My own species (girls) are way more dramatic than I expect.
3) I enjoy being alone.
4) I saw the horrifying true colours of the people around me , and I'm struggling to deal with them.
5) I start to distance myself from people after their true colours are revealed.
6) The possibility of finding someone whom I can talk to about my innermost thoughts (soul mate : not necessary relationship partner) seems to be low.
7) I still have trust issues.
8) Undoubtedly , I actually have trust in my dance partner.
9) I still have difficulties in starting a small talk with a random person.
10) Mom's lessons on socialising are not working.
11) I'm still an awkward panda.
12) I can be very stubborn at times.
13) Mock exams are two weeks away and I'm not ready at all.
14) IELTS next week and I haven't done a single shit.
15) I'm addicted to doing my Further Maths homework.
16) I found a new hideout in the library.

kthnxbai.