Driving o.o

Mini update ^^
Just came back from my second driving lesson.  Like damm , driving isn't really as easy as those race cars in arcades. You need to be fast and flexible when it comes to controlling the steering wheel.  At the same time , you need to control the clutch pedal too if you don't wanna end up crashing into pillars.
I got pretty tensed up at first when the driving instructor asked me to do the three corners.  It's kinda tricky and fear was growing inside me when I had to steer the wheel slowly and cautiously without crashing into pavements at every corner . Dang it , it's like final destination in a car.
My driving instructor whom I called uncle was kinda annoyed when I couldn't steer the wheel fast after so many attempts.  Haih. Guess he's right - I need to calm down and overcome my jittery. After a few more attempts,  I finally managed to pull it off steadily.  Pheww.
After the lesson at the driving academy,  uncle taught me how to drive on the main road. Yes , the MAIN road with many vehicles passing by. No fear , no fear. I listened to uncle's instructions while we were on the road , but sometimes I just went blurr and froze, not knowing how to deal with the steering wheel.
Nevertheless,  everything went smoothly when I drove back to the driving academy.  Praise the Lord. When the two hour lesson almost ended, uncle made me drove back home. It was okay I guess? However, the engine died when I reached near the house having funeral. Why? I didn't press on the clutch and I didn't know why was I so blurr. How embarrassing. 
Never mind , I just need more practice right? Having my next driving lesson tomorrow,  just hope I don't screw it up.

There's a Queen B who pissed me off last night with a very rude ending of argument. Is that how 'wise' people argue? One word, stupidity.  Your reasoning is invalid and unworthy of my rebuttal.  GTFO .

Like are you serious?  I was in the school debate team like hello? You wanna rebut me with bullshits ?

Decisions, decisions.

I don't know why but apparently mom is getting too worried about my future.

Am I a rolling stone that collects no moss and nothing?

Idk. You tell me. Decisions are always difficult to make. It's not like everything will be done by snapping your fingers. Maybe I'm a rolling stone or maybe , I have difficulty in making the right choice. I should have goals instead of giving in to the flow of life right?

I really don't know. I only know that my goal is to make lots of money. Money. Don't worry I'm not a gold digger but I just want my hard strive to be rewarded well.

I guess I should just make a decision and see how it goes. Wait, what if I regret?

That's the point. I need extra time to pick the right one so that I won't regret. Can I really ensure that?

Someone please guide me the staircase to heaven. 

Btw , I'm starting to find selfies amusing. LOL WHAT??

↓ A recent selfie of myself. Have I become prettier?  X)

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Went to Nene's Cafe(opposite my alma mater) for lunch with Mom on Friday while waiting for my sis to walk out from school. That place is definitely memorable.
When I walked into the cafe , I saw a big group of students having lunch together before attending their extra classes. The sight of these students reminded me of my friends when we were still students those days.
My friends and I used to hang out there whenever we were free on Fridays , especially when we were allowed to dismiss early. I remembered how we talked crap and giggled while waiting for the time to pass. It brought back rewinds on how I used to be obsessed with having 'siham' ( cockles ) in my laksa , how Cheryl had her own lunch brought from home since she's vegetarian and how we would gossip and crack jokes.
Sometimes we would cross the road together back and forth to get there even though it's kind of dangerous . Ahhh , I'm starting to miss the times when I was a student :')
It's kind of sad how we seldom have hangouts nowadays due to work and college. Well I can't go out due to transport .____. Currently learning how to drive so I guess it's considered a progress.  *shrugs*

May the time goes by faster.

Good Old Journal

I guess I should introduce my journal here. I started writing a journal since two years ago after getting a pretty notebook at ISetan . I called it a journal instead of a diary 'cos I thought I wouldn't be writing any secrets inside. I do have one , actually :3 Shhh..

I named it 'Perks of Being An Awkie Teenager'. Hope that's not too lame !

I shall attach last night's update on my journal here, so I don't need to make a fuss on how to update my blog frequently.Yeah the convenience.

Happy new year :)

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You're nothing but an immature kid who is more immature than an immature person like me . Arguing with you on the matters of reality is unworthy of my time.

Yes , even the most perfect person has flaws. The person might have looks , happiness , wealth , health but not brains. Sometimes brainy people have the money , status , brands but not looks. I'm not wasting my time here complaining, but I urge everyone out there to be grateful. Yes , you have unlimited wealth but it will run dry one day when 'unlimited' is spelt 'limited'. You'll never know when the world is going to face another economic crisis again , which could be worse. For those who think yourself as ugly and horrible , think again. One day you will eventually become old and even the prettiest person will be as ugly as you. For those who have no brains , or maybe you have but without a sense of logic , stop thinking . Please shut up. What can you do ? Reflect your own illogical theories again. I assure you that you find no problem in them so the only solution is to keep quiet. And for the ones who think of yourselves as the wise and mighty , there are many others who are much wiser than you , maybe ten times or twenty times. You have not encountered these type of individuals because you are not even exposed to the scary reality. When I say scary , I mean it. The world outside is full of unexpected happenings that we never once thought could happen since they're so unexpected. To summarize , a part of us is still shielded in the dark. We all have this excitement contained in us but once we get to know about the harsh reality , the excitement will slowly turn into remorse.

No one could actually aid us except for ourselves. Heed my advice. Be thankful of who you are today. Stop and think before you take actions to prevent yourself from looking like a fool. Do not compare your life with others because each of our lives is created specifically different by God. Never give in to your destiny because the reason we are made alive is we are given a second chance to rewrite our stories along the way.

Have a nice day.