Every beginning has an ending to it. Every prologue has an epilogue to it. And so is my high school life. It just ended on Wednesday. I'm not sure whether to be sad or confused about leaving school, but it's really over. OVER. FUCKING OVER. Reasons why I should be glad : No more uniform , no more stupid school rules, no more hectic school life , no more - ahh, never mind. Like what I mentioned, I'm confused. Neither happy nor sad.
Reminiscing....
27/11/2013
6 a.m.
I woke up in a rush. I was supposed to wake up at 5 , but I was really lethargic to get my ass up. Shoot, four chapters of Biology left to be studied. I wasn't sure if I was really prepared but I ran through the book like mad.
7.45 a.m.
I walked into the hall , with my stationery set gripped tightly in my right hand and a spirit of determination. Let's screw Biology , hard.
9 a.m.
Paper 1 ended. It was easy , hell of an easy. All the students rushed out of the hall to run through their notes for the very last time before Biology 2. I was kinda worried , 'cos Biology is my weak point. I have much hatred for the subject.
10 a.m.
Entered the hall , settled down and flipped the first page open. It looked easy , but hell no when you forgot the answer. Yes , I literally forgot whether triglyceride is of 1 glycerol and 3 fatty acids or vice versa. Lady luck wasn't really by my side. I screwed the tryglyceride question. FML. The other questions? I just crapped whatever I know.
3.30 p.m.
Skip the Paper 3 part. It was okay, I guess ? And SPM OFFICIALLY ENDED AT THIS HOUR. Obviously everyone started shouting like crazy .The others were overjoyed , but I , the cold-hearted person , did not feel or show any emotions. Whatever. I didn't really bid my classmates farewell . Just rushed to my car.
That's the scenario on the last day. It sounded so neutral. It's either I'm abnormal or the atmosphere wasn't high enough. Grr. Well , I really hope I could get A+ for Biology. Never once I had achieved an A+ for this subject and I wouldn't be too pleased to have guilt building up in me.