.

You know it's just another obstacle you have to face when someone tries to bring you down.

Need not worry , I will still survive regardless of how 'stupid' I am.

Go on , spit your venom at me. Try poisoning me with those words. I'll be okay . However , please don't do this in front of my family.

I have a fucking dignity.

Oh god just let me cry a river before I could say that I'm strong here.

Done producing tears. I feel much better now :')

Yes bro , I'm fucking strong. I don't need you to fucking remind me of my stupidity and low IQ .

Sometimes stupid people are special in their own way.

Urggh I hate it that your words could actually penetrate my veil. Can you hear that ? My walls are crumbling

Nothing is crumbling. 

Let's see who will crumble first next time. 

Sometimes even strong people have their weakest moment. 

Do not misuse my kindness. I get fragile very easily. 

Perhaps I should train myself to be invulnerable to bullshit.

Next Chapter : College

I finally moved into college after six months of holiday. This marks the start of the next stage in my life.

I had mixed feelings : excited , nervous , worried , homesick, etc. I asked myself questions : Who'll be my housemates ? Will I sleep peacefully ? Can I get out of my comfort zone and make friends ?

Doubts. LOL. 

I met my housemates on the check-in day. They're fun , noisy and awesome , which I'm kinda relieved that I didn't get typical introvert nerds as housemates. Just imagine living with super quiet people who only lock themselves in their rooms and indulge themselves in their books or whatever nerdy stuffs. I don't think I can survive , like seriously o.o 

Anyway , I'm very satisfied with my room. You get to choose your rooms by picking out numbers in ballot box. I got room 3 that has the window facing outside , which kinda explains why I think I'm lucky. LOL . Kai Ling got room 8 which has no good view because her window is facing the balcony. Dark , creepy balcony. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. 

Ta-da ! My rooooommm

The first week of college always starts with orientation. I expected the orientation to be fun and interesting , but damm , it was boring as hell -.- As a KPM bursary holder , I had a day of orientation earlier than the other students. Talking about bursary holders , sorry no offence , but most of them are nerds. They look like they've dedicated their soul and body to studies , without the word ' fun ' in their dictionaries. Not judging , but they gave me nerdy impression. Hotties ? Well , I can say some of them look okay but the rest of those nerdy guys got my jaw dropping. Once again , no offence intended LOL. As for the girls , there're quite many lengluis lah . Beauties with brains , nothing can affect the way they look. And of course , nerdy girls are also available.

I think I'm quite lenglui. * giggles * 

I should stop being vain. * self-slaps * 

Coincidently , my birthday was on the orientation day for KPM scholars . Nothing much on that day , I just hung out with my housemates in Sunway Pyramid. The main reason was because of Wi-Fi . There's no Wi-Fi in Monash Residence ! The freaking expensive residence has no freaking Wi-Fi ! Fuck this shit . There's free Wi-Fi at Starbucks but since it's under renovation , there'll be no air-cond and we'll have to deal with sweat. -.- 

Anyhow, let me imply this once more , my housemates are truly cool and amazing people. They knew it's my birthday because each of us talked about our birthdays during our first late night chats. (We have late night chats almost every day! ) However , there was something that they knew which I didn't know. 

We had our dinner at Shilin's as a mini birthday celebration for me . I was eating my noodles , when all of the sudden , Jasmine and See Teng appeared with a tiny little cake . 

I was stunned. Surprised. Confused. How come I didn't see that coming ?

THEY THREW ME A SURPRISE BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION. 

It was unexpected. I didn't cry because I'm not an emotional person , but I was touched. I felt blessed. 

Thank you :')  

Wheeeeee :)

The next day , Kai Ling and I ditched our housemates to meet up with Rachel in the shopping mall. Dinner was fun as usual with the jokes that we cracked HAAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA , and Rachel bought me lovely cupcakes . Thank you muack muack I love you <3 Just like the old times :')

onomnomnom :9

I guess the first week of college wasn't that boring. I was very joyful these few days , jumping around here and there :D 

Now that I'm finally home <3 

Kthnxbai.