Counting Down

About 22 or 23 days to go. I'm not really good at counting days, that's why I'm not so sure LOL.
I really have no idea what I've been doing these days. Can't really consider it as studying. I don't feel a single thing. As if I should just play cool with SPM. What if I'm more than ready but I don't realize it ?:D Hope so. SPM doesn't really determine my future. No wonder they say life is not about straight A's. You see, I'm actually aiming for straight A+'s for the sake of scholarships. One can't really get a career straight away with SPM cert. I need to go through tertiary education which rakes in lots of money from people .

I wish the fighting spirit in me still exists. I'm in jittery 'cos of my numb feelings towards the coming exam. Sitting back , like a boss B) Shit.

For the previous weekends , I've been studying at Jing Si Book & Café. The environment there is conducive and serene . It's really really quiet. People there comprises students like me , rushing through their revisions. Nobody actually dares to make a sound LOL. They only whisper. Apparently, each customer is entitled to order at least a drink if he or she wants to stay there till midnight. And yeah, the air-cond there is freaking cold.

I can actually concentrate on my studies there compared to my own study room. There's less distraction, unless your friends are there. -___- We'll always end up talking nonsense , in careful whispers HAHAHAHAHA.

Since I'm free tomorrow, guess I'm going there again....This is how boredom starts to strike when you visit the same place subsequently LOL.