' I don't understand. '
I don't understand either. Why are you always condemning the way I handle my matters ? There is no right or wrong in here. I have no right to interrupt your way and therefore , you should do the same. I greatly dislike how you always assume that I allow myself to be defined by the society. Pardon me, who's defining who now ? You are. I know that you mean well for everything you've said but you can't expect me to be on the same page with you every single time.  Why do you see that accepting my own flaws isn't good ? Well hello, I'm just being frank with myself . There's a gap between being hard on myself and being way too honest with myself. Perhaps you couldn't see that I am a perfectionist - I can't blame you for that. I hope , that one day , you would fit yourself in my shoes and realise that you're sometimes wrong about me. You , and everyone else , have more to learn about me. I do not opt to argue with you over facts as it's obvious that you know so much. I dare not say I'm better, since I'm only 19 and still immature, but I know what the reality holds for everyone. Different people have different opinions, and that's what makes everyone so unique in their own way. Humans struggle to make their way around the cruel world , and that's how they really learn , not through books but experience,  which I believe is way more valuable. I am at fault too ,for composing this rather unnecessary post , but I felt the need to get something off my chest. I'm not angry , really. Perhaps I don't know you well enough too. Despite the disagreements,  I enjoy talking and exchanging views with you. Continue bringing up topics I hate , because that's how I'm going to train my patience and ability to think more critically from different perspectives. Last but not least, I hope I'm not wrong about you. I wish you respect the views of others and be fascinated about the vast knowledge that could only be gained from the outside world when you're ready to step out of your room, homie. You're one of the very few people whom I can really interact with so thank you for approaching me first. If it wasn't for you , I would not have such an amazing friend. I've never tried to convince you on something, not because I'm not good at it - I just didn't feel like doing so. See? There's so much you don't know about me yet. I shall let you continue assuming that it was another person. No point explaining myself. Till then .