Mingled.

Yay ! Let's welcome August ! ( lol wtf am I crapping? )

I'm really really overjoyed today , for idk why. Just happy. Just wanna smile. Just wanna laugh. Till my face muscles hurt..
I'm usually a moody person who's cold to almost everyone. Surprisingly , my classmates noticed that little change in me . They assumed that my 'boyfriend' confessed his love for me. LOL. Speaking of that , it WILL NOT happen to me. Nope , never. I'm not being a pessimist ( although I am most of the time ) but it's written all over my face. Neh , I'm not les or bi . Let's say I have low self-esteem : I think I'm just plain Jane.

There's nothing wrong being a plain Jane , but I'm just stating that maybe that's the reason why guys never go after me. No , I'm not desperate , just stating the fact. Call me a narcissist , I think I'm prettier than some girls who have boyfriends. Guess appearance is not the problem here.

What am I doing ?

Attitude. Girls that are less likely pretty have guys going for them 'cos of their pleasant attitude. They're nice , and guys like nice girls like how girls like nice guys although they prefer bad asses. There is that special something in them which eventually makes them beautiful to the eyes of the beholders.

Me ? Eww. I'm a mean person who goes sarcastic for almost the whole day . I can't deny this but I'm kinda arrogant and I enjoy showing off even if it's not about designer handbags or shoes. I like bragging about my achievements. I want people to look up to me. I-

What the fuck. Hahahahahahaha....

This is so surreal , LOL. I'm not that bad , right ? I always try my best to be humble , but inquisitive people know my stuffs before I even know it. Damm.

Well , the main problem is , I don't know and I don't care =) I like who am I now and I'm going to do it my way. No , I'm not going to mask myself like a fake bitch trying real hard to be close friends with everyone. I will stay this way and haters are gonna hate , anyway.

However , I'm pretty shy :3 And yes , I'm actually kinda gullible. It's bullshit that I actually believe it when a guy claimed that he's into me. How stupid. *facepalm* But it's a good thing that I rid the tick off before it bites =) Yeah , that's better.... Wait , what if it's true and saying 'NO' sounds a little mean ? Aaaahhh , forget it! I kinda like the guy a bit but it's okay , bad timing anyway. There're probably millions of hot guys waiting for me out there. *screams*

Bad news , Terry's(my dog)  got a surgery tomorrow to remove the fibroid at the side of his neck. I hope everything's gonna be fine. Poor doggie =(